Saturday, January 31, 2015

Day Thirty

My tummy did feel better today. The tight band around my middle has loosened. I don't usually eat breakfast before work on Saturday, and today was no exception. My 10:00 appointment cancelled at the last minute, which gave me time to run over to the farmer's market before my 11:00 arrived. While there, I got into a great conversation with a lady who was experiencing a lot of digestive issues herself. I could have stood there and talked for another hour but I had to get back for my next appointment. I gave her the blog address, I hope to see her here. :-)

After work, I ran home and threw some of my farmer's market haul into the pressure cooker for lunch. I had collard greens, carrots, rutabaga, grey squash, and chicken strips, seasoned with my usual garlic powder and sea salt. It was so tasty!

Then db and I headed down to Berkeley to visit my daughter. We hung out for a little while, I lent a hand with an art project she was working on, then we went to the Berkeley Bowl to grab things for dinner. Grass fed sirloin, zucchini, carrots, cilantro, ginger, and Coconut Secret teriyaki sauce (I didn't even know that they made a teriyaki sauce). I was a little hesitant because the very last ingredient was organic cayenne and I haven't reintroduced peppers yet. But they didn't have any coconut aminos, just the teriyaki, it was a minute amount, and we would have had to scrap our plans and start from scratch. So I took a chance.

It was really yummy and so far, so good. No reactions. We will see how it goes. 

I only have two weeks left before I'm due to start reintroductions, and this past week or two I feel like I've let a lot of things slide. I know a lot of it is because I'm feeling so good. Though I still have a few symptoms (a bit of itching, the band around my middle, occasional mild heartburn) it's nowhere near what it was before. On the other hand, I've had quite a bit of blurred vision this week, as well as chapped lips and flaky skin on my forehead. I need to be really careful these last two weeks to clear the last of these symptoms before reintroductions start, because I won't be able to tell what's really a reaction to the food I'm introducing, and what's just more of the same. I'm considering taking out the garlic powder, the coconut aminos (since I react to coconut milk) and the sweet potatoes plus cutting down on the amount of berries and maple syrup (but they're sooooo good!). Maybe I've just been overloading on salicylates. Once I'm able to add more veggies, fruits, and maybe some nuts, it will be easier to cut down on the sals, but I can't add those things in until the symptoms abate. 

I'm just thinking myself in circles now. I think it's time to go to bed. Tomorrow is the Super Bowl and I have to figure out how to make chips and dip out of the limited ingredients I'm allowed to use. 

Friday, January 30, 2015

Day Twenty-nine

Another good day, mostly. I've had a little bit of itching today, and I've felt like I have a band around my middle just under my rib cage for a few days. I can't decide if it's gall bladder, kidneys/adrenals, or pancreas. Or maybe it's just muscle pain. I'm really tired too. I'm not getting sick again this soon -- it's been less than a month, I can't get sick again that soon. I refuse. I'm sure a good night's sleep will rejuvenate me.

Anyway, for breakfast, I blended some melon to make juice, then added some frozen berries to make a smoothie. Then for lunch, I had leftover vegetables from dinner last night, and since I can't take pork to the Synagogue (where I work), I took a grass fed beef patty instead and threw it on the grill, sprinkled with rosemary and basil.

This evening, I had a late appointment, so once again I had to choose between eating on the go or going hungry until I got home at 10 pm. So I went through In-n-Out and got my old standby, a plain burger patty wrapped in lettuce. Not yummy, but it kept my blood sugar from bottoming out. Then when I got home I had a nice bowl of blueberries with a drizzle of maple. Mmmmmm.

Tomorrow I'm off to visit my daughter in Berkeley. I'll be making dinner there. I'm sure it will be yummy. We'll go to the market in the afternoon and see what strikes our fancy. Can't wait!


Thursday, January 29, 2015

Day Twenty-eight

Felt really good today. Didn't even get the afternoon sleepies. I had a little bit of itching in my legs after my shower this morning, but it had cleared up by the time I got dressed and left for work.

This morning for breakfast, I took some yellow melon and put it in the blender to make juice. Then I added frozen berries and made my smoothie. It was really good. For lunch, I had left over chicken soup from last night. Also yummy.

For dinner tonight, I sauteed a pork chop seasoned with grey salt, garlic powder, and italian seasoning, baked acorn squash with maple, and steamed kale. Also yummy.


Now back to my homework . . .

Wednesday, January 28, 2015

Day Twenty-seven

I went to bed itchy last night and woke up itchy this morning. Yesterday I thought the problem was the vitamin D pill I took on Monday night, but when it continued so long I started thinking maybe it was salicylates. I didn't want to think about that. I REFUSE to have a salicylate issue!

Then I remembered that yesterday morning I had taken a bag of frozen berries to work with me to make a morning smoothie. However, I forgot to take juice. I looked in the fridge and there was a bottle of unsweetened apple juice, so I used a bit of that. It didn't have any sugar, but it did have ascorbic acid. I didn't think that was a big deal, I mean it's vitamin C right? Nope. Turns out ascorbic acid is made from cornstarch and volatile acids. I knew citric acid was bad (it's made from gmo black mold) but I didn't realize that ascorbic acid came from corn -- which means it's most likely gmo as well. Today I made my smoothie using just berries and water. It tasted fine, not really that much difference, and the itching was mostly calmed down by lunch. So bad news: I don't know if it was the vitamin d or the ascorbic acid; good news: it's not salicylates. Yay!

So for lunch, I had taken some butternut squash soup that I had in the freezer. It was basically roasted butternut squash, homemade chicken broth, garlic powder, and rosemary. But by lunch time I wanted something more substantial. There's a small sandwich shop across the street from the office, so I called over there and asked him to grill a chicken breast with just salt and make it a lettuce wrap. So basically, soup and sandwich. A small afternoon snack of carrot sticks held me the rest of the day.

This evening I decided to try celery root -- or celeriac -- I've been told it has a mild taste like celery but doesn't have the fodmaps. I cut it up and threw it in the pressure cooker with carrots, sweet potato, turnip, fresh basil, fresh cilantro, a bit of garlic powder, onion powder (I read on the fodmaps board that this is ok as well, so I'm giving it a try), and some italian seasoning, topped it with some chicken thighs and grey salt, added water and made chicken soup. It was so yummy I ate two bowls and wanted more. I have some put away for lunch tomorrow and one more bowl in the freezer -- if I'm not too bored with it by dinner tomorrow I may have it again.


Tuesday, January 27, 2015

Day Twenty-six

I had a really long day today. I got to bed really late last night and got up earlier than usual this morning, so I was exhausted. Plus I had brain fog and quite a bit of itching today. The only thing that I did differently was to take a vitamin D3. I looked at the ingredients and didn't see anything concerning, but obviously something didn't sit well. So no more of them.

I had a berry and melon smoothie for breakfast and leftover turkey burger and carrots for lunch. After lunch, I was itching so much that I took a half a meclizine, which promptly made me horribly sleepy. So after work, we stopped at the Hof Brau for dinner. Since it's all home-style, I thought I should be able to find something there that I could eat. Their selection of veggies were really slim today, so I ended up with plain roasted turkey and a bowl of iceberg lettuce with some shredded carrots and cucumber slices. It wasn't stellar, but it wasn't bad and it filled me up. I took an HCL and a Histame with dinner just to help move things along and I felt a little better after. When I got home, I had some blueberries for dessert.



Monday, January 26, 2015

Day Twenty-five

I'm more than halfway through the elimination period, and the last couple of days I've been really tempted to just blow it all and eat something -- anything -- that I know I really don't want to eat. Pizza, frozen yogurt, macaroni & cheese, a chocolate chip cookie, it doesn't matter. I just want to go out and have a nice dinner at a restaurant without having to worry about what's in it or how it was made. But I won't. I'm feeling too good.

Which is actually part of the problem, really. 4 weeks ago I felt so terrible that I was looking forward to starting the diet just because I knew I would feel better. But now that I feel really good (I do still have a few aches and pains and occasional flare, but nothing like before) now I miss the food and the freedom to not think about every single bite I take.

HOWEVER, I was at the grocery today and sat down at the blood pressure booth. Before this diet, I was "pre-hypertensive". Now? Wow!


So now, on to dinner tonight:


I sauteed some fresh basil, fresh cilantro, finely chopped zucchini & carrot, my usual grey salt and garlic powder until all was tender and wilted. I mixed it into some ground turkey and made turkey burgers. While they were cooking, I warmed a package of frozen rainbow chard with a drizzle of coconut aminos as well as the prerequisite garlic & salt. I served the burger on a bed of the chard. For the side, I boiled some baby carrots until they were tender, drained them and added pure maple syrup, just enough to glaze them, and heated them through. This was all delicious. My darling bf got jealous as he ate his pizza, and snagged one of the burger to take for his lunch tomorrow.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Day Twenty-four

I love Sundays. I sleep late and have time to craft a late brunch. Today I made a hash of butternut squash, turnip, pork loin, bacon, cilantro, dandelion greens, and shredded carrot, seasoned with garlic powder and grey salt. It was really good -- but I look forward to making it again when I can put a poached egg on top. I was planning to have some blueberries with it, but decided to add some raspberries and some pomegrante juice along with a couple of mint leaves and made a smoothie. It was yummy, but I did itch some afterward. I think I need to skip the mint for now and challenge it again later during reintroductions.


Then for dinner, I needed to use up some of my produce, so I put the rest of my kale, butternut squash, carrots, and cilantro in the pressure cooker, topped it with some frozen chicken strips, and seasoned it with fresh ginger, coconut aminos, garlic powder, and grey salt.  15 minutes later I had a yummy dinner.

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Day Twenty-three

Today was a really good day. I felt much better this morning -- probably because I'm taking my levo, duh! I did notice when I woke up that I had a lot of air in my stomach. I use a CPAP machine, and I think, since I've lost so much weight (14 lbs) that it is blowing a bit too strong. I'm going to turn it down a notch or two and see if that helps.

I worked briefly this morning, then came home and made a brunch of pork loin, pan fried rutabaga, and blueberry-pomegrante smoothie. Went downtown to take a major exam (I think I did pretty well on it), then came home to make dinner.

First, I sliced the sweet potato most of the way through (see picture). I poured olive oil over it and sprinkled grey salt, garlic powder, and rosemary over it, and put it in the oven. Next, I sauteed some kale, fresh basil, fresh cilantro, shredded carrots and shredded grey squash, I sprinkled in some garlic powder and grey salt (no rosemary in this one). While that was cooking, I pounded a buffalo flank steak out flat and sprinkled it with the same seasonings (garlic powder and grey salt). Then I spread the kale mixture on the steak and rolled it up and secured it with a toothpick. I browned it all the way around and put it in a baking dish, draping uncured bacon across the top. I put it in the oven with the potatoes to finish cooking. This was jammin!! Even my boyfriend was ooohing and aaahing. This recipe is a keeper!

Friday, January 23, 2015

Day Twenty Two

First thing this morning, I reached over to take my levothyroxine, when I realized, I don't remember taking my thyroid meds at all this week. I've been stressing because after more than two weeks of feeling so great, I was suddenly having a lot of gall bladder symptoms and craving chocolate like crazy this week (no, I didn't eat chocolate, but I reeeeeeaaaaalllly wanted to!) It's possible I was feeling so good that I forgot to take my meds. Or it's possible that some of the things I was eating was contributing as well.

On Wednesday, I had some sharp pains in the area of my gall bladder, then yesterday I developed a dull ache on the opposite side of my stomach, and today I've just been achy all across the top of my abdomen along with some heartburn. I started looking more closely at my diet and realized that I had those yam noodles on Monday, then even though it tasted good, my body absolutely did not want them again. So instead I ate white potato fries on Tuesday. Then I had yam pureed with carrots on Wednesday evening and then again for lunch on Thursday. I just learned yesterday afternoon that yam is actually fairly closely related to white potatoes, while sweet potatoes aren't. So I'm thinking it's possible it was a yam/white potato overload this week. Whatever it was, I will leave the yam out of the rest of the elimination period and just stick with sweet potato instead.

It's kind of funny in a way. I felt so good after the first couple of weeks that I started thinking I might shorten the elimination period to thirty days and begin reintroductions early. Then this week happened. I guess I need the additional time for tweaking this thing so when I begin to reintroduce, I'll know for sure what I'm reacting to if I have a reaction. Now I'm just hoping that six weeks is enough and that I have it all straightened out by then.

Tonight we had some errands to run and I knew I wouldn't have time to come home and cook dinner unless I wanted to just starve until 10 or 11. So I met my boyfriend at one of his favorite hangouts, The Relish Bar in El Dorado Hills. They serve grass fed beef burgers there, so I just had a burger patty wrapped in lettuce and garnished with cucumber slices and chopped olives with a side of mixed greens dressed with olive oil. I apologize for the picture, I forgot to take a shot before I started eating, so it's not nearly as pretty as it was before I started gnawing on it.


Thursday, January 22, 2015

Day Twenty-one

Today was rough. I woke up with itching across my chest and made a run for the bathroom. Then my tummy was grumbly all day. I'm having pain in the upper left quadrant. Because I was having gall bladder pain yesterday, my concern is that I was trying to pass a stone and it's gotten stuck along the way. My adrenals/kidney area is really aching a lot too. I'm just waiting for it to pass or get worse (hopefully pass).

Meanwhile, dinner tonight was amazing, if I do say so myself. I sauteed some chicken breast and shredded it, then mixed in shredded zucchini, carrots, butternut squash, fresh cilantro, fresh ginger, garlic powder, and coconut aminos. When it was all cooked and the flavors melded, I made lettuce wraps. This recipe will stay in my recipe rotation even after the diet is over. It was perfect, nothing was missing. Yumm!!

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Day Twenty

Today was an interesting day. I was pretty much free of physical symptoms, which is always a good thing -- except a bit of . . . not really brain fog . . . I just could not focus after lunch.

There are times when I feel like I'm hitting on all cylinders, when I feel competent and productive, and totally on point. Then the switch flips and I feel like a fraud, like I'm faking my way through life. I feel completely incompetent and overwhelmed. And there is this feeling verging on panic that I'm about to be found out for the imposter that I am. Today it was the latter. When I feel that way, I recognize intellectually that this is not a permanent state, that the wheel will turn and the high will return. I've been riding this ferris wheel long enough to know that it goes down and then up again. I just have to hang on for the ride.

Anyway, tonight I got home late -- thank god for the pressure cooker. I cut up a sweet potato and tossed in some carrot. Threw in a lamb steak right out of the freezer and sprinkled some rosemary, a bit of garlic powder, and some grey salt. While that was cooking, I put some blueberries in the food processor with some salt and rosemary.  When the pressure cooker stopped, 15 minutes later, I mashed the sweet potato and carrots together with a bit of the juice from the lamb. Then I topped the lamb steak with the blueberry sauce. Yummy dinner from freezer to table in about 20 minutes.


Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Day Nineteen

So I went to work really early this morning (6am - early for me, I usually start at 9am), because I had to leave early for an appointment. I had some gall bladder pain this morning; I'm thinking the red meat yesterday maybe the culprit -- maybe. I had some honeydew melon for breakfast, and I had taken the leftovers from yesterday with the yam noodles to eat for lunch before I left. However, even though it tasted really good, I haven't really felt right since I ate it and every time I think about eating the leftovers, it just didn't sit well and I really didn't want it. So I decided to honor what my body is telling me and not eat it, even though I don't really understand why.

However, I had an afternoon appointment and I knew I was going to be there for a long time, and the melon just wasn't going to hold me. So I went through In-n-Out drive thru. I got just a burger patty wrapped in lettuce with no toppings (just burger and lettuce), and some fries. I figured at least they make their burgers from real hamburger and their fries from real potatoes. I have a little itching in my hands and arms this evening, but nothing bad or unbearable.

This evening, I put a package of frozen kale in the pressure cooker, cut up a rutabaga and added some baby carrots. Then I put in a couple of frozen chicken breasts on top and sprinkled Celtic grey salt, garlic powder, and some coconut aminos. Finally I added just a bit of uncured bacon to round out the flavors. It was really good.


Monday, January 19, 2015

Day Eighteen

I was off work at my first job today, which meant I got to sleep in and then create this fabulous concoction for lunch:


I julienned some grey squash and sauteed it in olive oil with some kale and fresh basil, tossed in a bunch of rosemary. Then I drained and rinsed some yam noodles and added those as well.

In a separate saucepan I made a sauce of mashed roasted butternut squash, homemade chicken broth, grey salt, and lots of rosemary. When it was heated through I added a ladle of sauce to the sauteed veggies and noodles and simmered it just a bit longer to make sure the noodles were heated through.

This was really good, I enjoyed it immensely and will be having the same thing for dinner. I froze the extra sauce that was left to use for lunch later on this week. I think I'm tolerating the yam noodles ok, except my digestion is being really noisy. There's no pain or any other symptoms, my stomach is just gurgling a lot. If that's the worst that happens, I can live with that.

Day Seventeen

I went out of town today to (FINALLY!) visit my new grandson, Rune. 

It's 2 1/2 - 3 hours each way so I was a bit nervous about how I was going to manage my food for the day. I ate a hearty breakfast of leftovers from dinner. I just chopped up the leftover chicken sliders and put them in the leftover butternut squash soup. I knew that would hold me for a while.

Then I cut up some honeydew melon and packed it with some blueberries. I also took some baby carrots. It worked out as I had easy access to finger food while I was driving and made it easy to keep my blood sugar level until dinner time. 

For dinner, after visiting with my daughter and the baby, we went into downtown Santa Cruz. My boyfriend really really wanted Pizza My Heart, so we went there first. Because I had been nibbling on my snack, I wasn't starving and I was able to sit with him while he had his slice. 

Then we went over to Cafe Gratitude for my dinner. I knew beforehand that going out to eat would be a minefield. I had already accepted that I was probably not going to be able to strictly adhere to my diet, and I decided that I would stay as close as possible and not stress about it. Cafe Gratitude serves only vegan, organic, locally sourced food, so I knew it would be healthy whole foods. I ordered soup and salad. 

One of the things I really like about Cafe Gratitude is the way they name their dishes. They are all "I am . . . " for example, the dish I ordered was called "I am Satisfied", and the drink was "I am Worthy". My boyfriend's drink was "I am Delighted". Then when the waitress brings the food and sets it down, she says the name as in "You are Worthy", "You are Cherished", "You are Enlightened" according to whatever you have ordered. I know it's kind of cheesy, but it's like they nourish your spirit as well as your body. 

Anyway, back to the food. I had them go light on the dressing, but it did have a thin coating of fig balsamic, and the soup was potato leek with a swirl of cashew cream. My drink was a blend of fresh apple, beet, celery, kale, and ginger. My darling boyfriend ordered a blueberry raw vegan cheesecake (made from cashews), sweetened with agave, with a pecan & date crust. I did give into the temptation and had a bit of that. Everything was delicious. I had a slight headache after dinner, and a few warning prickles (I suspect the cashew and/or balsamic) I don't think I did too much damage, tomorrow I will be back on track after just a minor detour -- and an absolutely lovely day. 


Saturday, January 17, 2015

Day Sixteen

I felt really good all day and was pretty much symptom free, except for a few gall bladder pains. I also lost another two pounds. I realized today that I had gotten into the habit of having a blended coffee in the morning and a frozen yogurt in the evening, plus lots of grains during the day. I'm sure that cutting all that out is why I'm dropping so quickly. I have plenty more to spare. I'm really excited about losing the weight and hope it continues at this pace. That would be awesome.

I had left over sweet potatoes and kale for breakfast, and a cup of berries with maple for a light lunch. Then dinner was really late and I was starving. But I still managed to bang this out:



I roasted a butternut squash until tender. Then I mashed half of it with some chicken broth, tossed in some fresh cilantro and fresh basil and some finely diced carrots and grey squash. It was really good but would have totally benefitted from some garlic and nutmeg as well as a bit of some kind of nut milk to make it richer. But it was good as is, no complaints.

As a protein to go with it, I used ground chicken and some of the cilantro, basil, diced carrots and grey squash. These were awesome and went with the soup really well. In fact, I crumbled the last one into the soup and ate them together. Totally yummy!

Friday, January 16, 2015

Day Fifteen

Today was an awesome day. Cantaloupe for breakfast, leftover lamb and rutabaga for lunch, baby carrots to snack on. A small bit of itching after my shower this morning, but I expected that as the remnants of last night clear my system. Still, it wasn't bad, completely bearable with no meds at all.

Tonight I didn't feel like cooking, but really wanted some comfort food. Driving home, every restaurant I drove past was a reminder that I couldn't just stop and pick up dinner on the way, and probably will never be able to again.

I got home and cut up a white sweet potato and threw it in the pressure cooker with a frozen chicken breast, a sprinkle of salt and thyme, and a cup of water. Then I opened a bag of frozen kale and put it on the stove with little bit of salt and just a touch of ghee. When the chicken was done (15 minutes later -- LOVE that thing!) I poured the juice into a saucepan on the stovetop and mashed the sweet potato.

I saw a trick for making paleo gravy on a website, using sweet potato to thicken it. So after I mashed the sweet potato, I stirred a bit back into the juice to make a gravy. Then I added some maple to the mashed sweet potato.

This was one of my favorite dinners so far. I don't know if I'm getting better at this or if my taste buds are becoming accustomed to the flavors, but everything was delicious.


Thursday, January 15, 2015

Day Fourteen

Two weeks down - 1/3 of the way to re-introductions.

I had dinner early tonight because I had to work late. I ran home between jobs, chopped up a rutabaga and sauteed it in basil infused olive oil. Then I seasoned a lamb steak with grey salt and rosemary, browned it and put it in the oven to finish. After the rutabaga was done, I removed it from the pan and tossed in some chopped dandelion greens with some pea shoots.

Important note: do NOT sautee pea shoots. They become so bitter they are nearly inedible. Blegh! I ate them anyway because I wanted the benefits of the dandelion greens, but pea shoots are definitely a raw food. On the other side of the coin, rutabaga is wonderful! Kind of what I would expect to of a cross between potato and radish -- although cooking mutes the radish taste. How is it I've never had these before? I'm excited to find them. I'm going to try mashing them next. The lamb was divine as well.

Then I stopped on the way home and picked up some fresh organic blackberries and drizzled them with some local honey for dessert.

Overall today I've felt really good. A little while after lunch I had just a little bit of brain fog -- but nothing bad. Then later this evening, I had a little bit of gall bladder pain. I'm hoping to avoid the surgery of having my gall bladder removed, and the symptoms have improved dramatically in just the two weeks I've been doing this. I have a surgery consult the first week of February; I'm still very much up in the air about what I'm going to do.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Day Thirteen - Part Two

I'm feeling better this evening and dinner was divine. It helps that I weighed myself this evening, and I'm down almost ten pounds. I'm not doing this diet for weight loss, but it is a happy side effect. I'm sure a lot of it was water weight, simply because the inflammation has gone down so much. But whatever it is, I'll take it.

For dinner tonight, I sauteed some grass fed ground beef with carrots and Italian herbs in basil infused olive oil. When the carrots were tender, I added some dandelion greens. I took two Mexican grey squash, sliced in half lengthwise, and hollowed them out. I chopped up the insides and mixed it into the meat mixture. When everything was mostly cooked, I put the squash shells in a baking dish and filled them with the mixture. Then baked them at 425F for about 20 minutes until the squash was tender. Then I topped them with pea shoots. It was really delicious.

Onward and upward!

Day Thirteen - Part One

So on the way to work I started itching. I had a few little prickles after my shower -- nothing bad, but noticeable. I went outside and got cold, then I got in the car and turned the heat on and I got warm, and my right thigh started itching like crazy. There was a little bit going on in other areas, but the right thigh seemed to be the focal point today. So I figured the coconut was probably what did me in. The problem is that, because it happened on the way to work, I had already packed my lunch, and guess what I packed? Yep, leftover coconut chicken. So lunch time came and I had a choice to make.

I had cantaloupe for breakfast and I felt fine, but by lunchtime I was hungry. I had brought a small side salad with some raspberry-dill dressing I had made, and I ate that first to take the edge off. But I was still hungry and I have to work my second job today, so I knew it would be a long time until dinner. The coconut chicken was the only protein I had brought. So I basically picked the chicken and a few of the kelp noodles out and ate that, but left the bulk of it to see how I did. Not good. Within a half hour of eating it, I now have bloating, vertigo, and blurred vision. Also, my throat is really scratchy and my face is clogged up again. Dammit!

Oh well, I knew coconut was questionable for me, but tried it out because it was on the safe list and because I needed a change of flavors. I'm going to have to test the kelp noodles separately to make sure they're not a problem, but no more coconut milk. I might challenge it again when I get to the reintroduction phase, but for now it's definitely out.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Day Twelve - Part Two

I finished work and was trying to figure out what I wanted to do for dinner, or if I even wanted dinner at all. I had kind of hit a wall with having the same flavors over and over, just rearranged on the plate a bit. I had a bit of time to kill, so I went and wandered around Whole Foods looking for inspiration. I had seen something only about yam noodles and decided to look for them to see what was in them. Turns out they just have water, yams, and calcium chloride. So I got a pack of those, a pack of kelp noodles, some basil infused olive oil and a can of coconut milk. I also picked up a pack of pea shoots. I managed to create an 'almost' coconut curry.


 I cubed and sauteed a chicken breast with some zucchini and baby carrots in the basil olive oil. Sprinkled in some ginger, tumeric, and sea salt. When it was nearly done, I poured in most of the can of coconut milk and cut up the kelp noodles before adding them as well. After it was plated, I added the pea shoots on top. Honestly, if I ordered this at a Thai restaurant, I would be ok with it. I wouldn't rave about it to my friends, but I would be satisfied.

For dessert, I mixed the rest of the coconut milk with some blueberries in the food processor and made ice cream.

I haven't used a lot of coconut during this diet -- aside from a bit of coconut oil -- because I've always had heartburn when I ate it, but today I thought maybe it's not the coconut, maybe it's all the things I was eating WITH the coconut that was doing it. So I tested it out tonight. The only thing I'm noticing so far is that I feel a little clogged in the back of my throat. Almost as though I had dairy instead of coconut milk. It's not bad though, and if that is all that happens, I won't worry about it. Otherwise, I'll have to test the coconut, pea shoots, and kelp noodles all separately to figure out which one it is.

Day Twelve - Part One

Woke up with a few warning prickles this morning. Not full blown itching, but enough to get my attention. Enough that I threw out the left over fish from last night, unwilling to take a chance on it today. I was already leery of leftover fish anyway, because it grows histamines so fast. If it had been really delicious, it would have been harder to waste it, but it was just ok anyway, so out it went.

That left me with the dilemma of what to take for lunch, but thank god for the kitchen at work. I grabbed a frozen chicken breast, a bag of frozen raspberries, and some salad greens from the fridge. At lunch time, I made a foil packet with the chicken and some of the raspberries, sprinkled it with basil and popped it in the oven. Then I thawed some more of the raspberries and mixed them with olive oil and basil to make a salad dressing. When the chicken was done, I laid it on a bed of salad greens, drizzed the dressing over, chopped up some cucumber to sprinkle on top, and voila:


Monday, January 12, 2015

Day Eleven

Made it through the day intact. Feeling like I almost have this bug beat -- almost. Had a bowl of mixed berries with honey for breakfast, but I think it was too much sugar. It was all natural sugars, but it was a lot of them. It made me a little foggy and made my eyes blurry. I need to tone down the sweet and find a way to add some protein at breakfast. Unfortunately meat is my only source of protein currently, and it's already hard for me to put meat into every meal. I was vegetarian for 15 years and, though I do eat meat, I don't usually eat it at every meal. Maybe I can incorporate it at breakfast and have a vegetarian lunch once in a while. Not tomorrow though, already have lunch packed for tomorrow.

Lunch was a burger patty and a sweet potato. 100% grass-fed, organic beef seasoned with basil and rosemary, I put it on the grill at work (we have a full catering kitchen at work, which means I can cook fresh on slower days). I also sliced up the sweet potato into fries, tossed it with olive oil and rosemary and popped it in the oven while the meat cooked. Nothing fancy or exciting, but it filled me up. More importantly, I wasn't starving at 2:30 in the afternoon when I found myself working alone in the Rabbi's office staring down the big bowl of candy she keeps on her table. I opened the lid, looked inside, and then closed the lid and went back to work.


Dinner tonight was a total experiment. Not an abject failure, but not a raving success either. It tasted better than it smelled (thank goodness) but it looked better than it tasted. Nevertheless, I think it could be tweaked a bit and come out really good.

The side dish (on the right side of the picture) was baby bok choy. I heated some olive oil (I know, I know) and sauteed some garlic in it to give it the flavor. Then I removed the garlic and discarded it. I tossed in the sliced up baby bok choy, let it sautee for a few minutes. When it was starting to get tender, I sprinkled it with some coconut aminos. This was really good, I liked it a lot.

The main dish was cod cooked with olives and rosemary. I put it in the pressure cooker for 8 minutes (from frozen), but it could be done in the oven as well. It was cooked well but not too overdone. One or two minutes less would have been perfect. I used olives that were packed in water and salt only and, because I needed to add moisture for the pressure, I used some of the water from the olives. I think a bit of chicken broth would have been way better and given it more depth of flavor, but my broth was all frozen in a big chunk. I also tossed in a few baby carrots, and those were the best part. They tasted really good, I wish I had added more of them. I put it over mixed greens and sliced cucumber. About halfway through, the flavor had become really one note and monotonous, so I heated up some raspberries and poured over the top of it. That improved it somewhat, but what it really needed was a kick of citrus or vinegar. I will probably try this out again when I have more flexibility in what I add.

Addendum: I took an HCL about 20 minutes after eating due to bloating. I've been having a bloating issue for a couple of days, but with the virus it's really hard to tell what symptoms are a reaction to food and what is from the bug. I'm not going to stress about it until the virus is completely gone. I just took the HCL to see if it would help.

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Day Ten

I have to confess to a deep-seated fear I hold. With every little ache and pain I feel (and being sick this week, there have been a few), I fear that this diet won't work. I'm afraid, not just that it will fail, but that in the process of failing, it will discourage you, my readers, from making whatever diet modifications you might need to heal.

I never expected this to take off quite like it has. This blog is at over 1100 page views in just a week, from places like Mexico, Ireland, Sweden, New Zealand, Australia, Malta,Singapore, Italy, Germany, UK, Canada, and of course, the US. I feel a responsibility to all of you that has caught me by surprise. I'm not just doing this me anymore, and that's good, it keeps me accountable. Knowing I have to blog about has helped me resist temptation. I don't want to let you down.

At the same time, I have to keep in mind why I'm doing this. I'm doing this for me and for my health. So while it feels really good to know that you're watching and possibly finding inspiration in these posts, it's absolutely mandatory that I be honest about the bad as well as the good. So far, except for this nasty virus that seems to be lingering on (although slowly improving), the news has been good. It's been very good in fact. Almost miraculous -- which is why it makes me nervous.

I'm trying to temper my excitement about the results as in the past that when I tried something new, I would get excited thinking I'd found a cure, then the symptoms would creep back in one-by-one as my body adjusted to the new way of being. I hope that will not happen, but that is the hidden fear I feel with every twinge and every sneeze. But I remind myself that, in the end, if I'm able to alleviate even some of my symptoms, this process will have been a success. And I have spent my first itch free week in over a decade. That alone is worth celebrating.

I'm not trying to be a downer, but these posts are, first and foremost, my journal laid out for the whole world (literally) to see. Please don't be discouraged by what I have written in this post, I'm just trying to keep my expectations realistic. It is obvious that something or things that I was eating was causing problems, this diet has already been successful in pointing that out to me. I totally encourage each of you to take the guidelines I've developed (or create your own), adapt it for your own needs and give it a shot.

On a different note, and just something to think about, someone on another board asked today about the causes of anxiety. It occurred to me, going back to my post about the book "Survival of the Sickest" and talking about how certain bacteria and viruses change the behavior of the carrier to facilitate their own survival. I have to wonder if the bad bacteria or some virus in our digestive system triggers that anxiety. Because if you think about the average person who is not dealing with these issues or is not aware of the connection it has to food, their typical response to anxiety is often to reach for comfort food -- all those foods that trigger reactions. Like a vicious circle.




For dinner today, I baked a sweet potato, added some of the pork roast from last night, then I melted down a bit of the sorbet from last nights dessert and poured it over the top. It was very filling. I have a bit of pork still left, since dinner was so early, I know I'll be hungry again later. I plan to use up the rest of the pork in a lettuce wrap.

While I don't have any heartburn or itching, I do notice a little bit of bloating and a couple of small cramps. I have only been eating once or twice a day, so my portions have been possibly too large. I need to break up my meals and eat a bit at a time, wait a couple hours and eat a bit more. I will try that and see if it helps before I make any diet modifications.

Saturday, January 10, 2015

Day Nine


No intimate bathroom details today - promise. I got my pressure cooker today. Yay! Still dealing with this virus. Boo! I'm having trouble figuring out what is the bug and what might be a reaction to what I'm eating. Still no heartburn and no itching, so I'm inclined to chalk it up to the virus. But I've noticed that while I'm eating, my symptoms clear up and I feel pretty good. Then 10 - 20 minutes later, the stuffy, runny nose and sneezing all comes rushing back. But it is slowly getting better and the body aches have almost all gone.

Tonight for dinner, I tossed a pork roast in the pressure cooker with a sprig of rosemary, a pinch of pink himalayan sea salt, and a pinch of tumeric. The veggies are parsnips, yellow and orange carrots, and beets. Of course after cooking, they are all pink from the beets. I need to figure out how to kick up the flavor of both the pork and the veg. My roommate made sloppy joes and curly fries at the same time I was cooking, and it smelled really good (it's not something I eat often, but of course, because I couldn't have it, it smelled like the best thing ever). My taste buds were all revved up after smelling it, and it took some time to really appreciate how good the pork was. By the time I was a few bites in though, my taste buds were recalibrated, and it was really good. I had a bag of mixed berries (blueberries, raspberries, and blackberries) in the freezer. I put them in the food processor with some honey and make a sorbet for dessert.



I put the leftovers away for tomorrow lunch. I'm going to shred it, chop up the veggies and put it in a salad with a blueberry dressing.



Friday, January 9, 2015

Day Eight

TMI ALERT:

I got up this morning and noticed that I was kind of bloated today. Then someone posted on one of the boards asking if anyone else was experiencing bathroom issues and I realized that it's been a couple of days since I've "had a go". I think maybe it's because I've been sick with a fever and am probably a bit dehydrated, so I upped my water intake a bit. Then after lunch I actually found myself thinking, "Yay! I have to poop!" (This disease really makes you appreciate the small thing in life.) Then I started musing, wondering if certain functions that are supposed to be totally unconscious are now becoming something that I have to consciously prompt my body to do. What does that mean for breathing or for my heart beating?

And now for an awkward shift of topics, because I don't know how to gracefully transition from poo to dinner:

Tonight I roasted a whole chicken. I simply rubbed it with olive oil, sprinkled it with italian herbs and sea salt, placed a couple sprigs of fresh rosemary in it, and the put it in the oven at 395f for about 45 minutes. While it was roasting, I boiled a sweet potato and mashed it with a bit of maple syrup, and made a reduction of blueberries with lavender honey and rosemary. I had planned to sautee some red chard to go with it, but I'm still not feeling all that great, and I just couldn't face another plate of sauteed greens tonight. I'll have to research some other ways to cook them. But this was superb, my boyfriend even joined me for dinner tonight -- athough I did make him some stuffing and cauliflower to go with his. 

Tomorrow morning, I plan to use the leftover sweet potato and chicken to make a hash for breakfast, and I will quickly boil down the chicken carcass to make and freeze some chicken broth. I'm not going to attempt bone broth because of the histamine factor, but I think it will make some really good soup broth to use next week.

One full week down, only five more to go until I can start reintroductions . . .


Thursday, January 8, 2015

Day Seven

I bought a candy bar today. I let my boyfriend talk me into stopping at the store on the way home, when I was really hungry. I pulled it out of the bag on the way out the door and was ready to tear into it. I could almost taste the dark chocolate and sea salt. Then, I thought, "Well, let me see how bad this is before I do this." I looked at the ingredients -- the first of which was sugar followed by a bunch of other really bad things -- there was not really all that much chocolate or sea salt in it. I turned around and handed to my boyfriend and said, "Don't let me eat this." Then I came home and made this instead:


Burgers and Fries at a whole new level.  For my side, I sliced up a sweet potato in fries, tossed it with salt, rosemary, and olive oil, spread it on a cookie sheet and put it in the oven at 395f. Next, I mashed a pack of blackberries with about a tablespoon of water and a tablespoon of coconut oil and simmered over medium heat until it was reduced and thick. While those were cooking, I diced some carrots and zucchini really small and sauteed them. After draining them well, I mixed them into some grass fed beef, along with some Italian herbs and sea salt. After cooking the burger, I wrapped it with green leaf lettuce, cucumber slices, sprouts, and some of the blackberry compote. I also used a bit of the compote as a dip for the fries. This was actually one of my favorite dinners so far.

Made it through one more day and it's almost the weekend. Yay!

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Day Six


It will be a short post tonight as I really don't feel well. My low back and hips are aching -- which is a usual symptom for me when I have a virus. It just seems to settle there. I do have to say however, that even though I don't feel good, I can still feel the difference this diet is making for me. 

Tonight's dinner was spaghetti squash roasted with rosemary. Then shredded and sauteed with  carrots, zucchini, rainbow chard, basil, pink salt, and more rosemary. It was tasty, although I have to admit that there are only so many ways to prepare the same ingredients over and over again. Me being sick and still feeling really yucky probably has something to do with my dissatisfaction. Tomorrow will be better. 

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Day Five - Part Two

I can officially say I am sick. I'm feverish and coughing; I have that yucky electric buzzing in my muscles, aches and pains in my joints. I'm weak and dizzy. I would still question whether it was a genuine illness or a reaction or possibly a detox effect, but my boyfriend is complaining of similar symptoms and he said a lot of people at his office have it too. So I have to admit that it is a virus.

Nevertheless, even feeling like crap, I had another argument with myself while driving past the coffee shop. I had to stop at the grocery, and I grabbed a package of raspberries to nosh on when I got home and I ended up eating them all -- they got good to me. Walking through the grocery store was the first time I felt overwhelmed. I'm sure it's because I was already feeling wiped out, but I went first to the produce, then to the meat department, then I turned around and realized there was nowhere else I needed to go. This should have been very freeing. I mean that's cool, right? Shop produce and meat and you're done? Pretty awesome. Instead, walking down the aisle to get back to the front, I felt the full weight of what I CAN'T eat. I've been working really hard to focus on what I CAN eat, but I've never properly mourned the loss -- the loss of so many different things that I love, the loss of the option to grab and go, most of all the loss of my health. It was really a moment of deep understanding that this is most likely going to be the rest of my life. Not nearly as strict as right now (I hope), but that mindless mentality of creating meals based only on what tastes good is never going to be mine again.

I do realize that, ultimately, being forced to eat the way I should have been eating all along, being forced to eat only REAL food, is beneficial both to my health and to the planet. I see a momentum gathering as more and more people are affected by digestive issues, the movement is back to the way our great-grandparents ate, back to a more sustainable model. But it is a loss, and far too often, in our quest to remain positive and stay focused, we don't really acknowledge what we've lost. We need to mourn in order to let go and move on.

There is a book called "Survival of the Sickest" (it's a fascinating read, if you're so inclined). It talks about how genetic predisposition for certain diseases have survived natural selection. For example, there is a blood disorder that causes all sorts of issues for people who carry it, and the treatment for it is, literally, blood-letting. In the old days you would go to a barber, today you go to the blood bank and donate. You would think that evolution would have weeded that gene out as not sustainable. Turns out, that particular gene gave its carriers immunity to the plague. So the majority of Europeans who survived the plague were carriers of this defective gene. In this was it was passed on propogated.

Also in this book, the author talks about how certain bacteria and viruses actually change the behavior of the carrier to help insure its own survival and spread.For example, the common cold doesn't make us really all that sick. Yeah we feel lousy, but we still go to work and go to the store, where we come in contact with other people and pass the bug on. Cholera or malaria on the other hand, don't need you to go out and spread it through contact; malaria is spread by mosquitos and cholera is spread in water. Malaria makes you an easier target for mosquitos since they hone in on the carbon dioxide we emit. Lying sick with fever, profuse sweating, and shivering chills emits lots of carbon. Cholera causes large amounts of watery diarrhea, making it more likely it will get into the waterways.

Even more fascinating (to me at least) is that some of these actually affect us on a personality level. They found that certain sexually transmitted diseases make the carrier more likely to be promiscuous. I know what you're thinking, maybe promiscuous people are just more likely to be carriers, but they tested it on rats and apparently this virus made the rats randy. I don't remember which virus it was -- it's been a while since I read the book.

I'm talking about this here because disease and digestion have such a huge impact on us, even at levels we don't understand. Before my Hashimoto's diagnosis, I was sure I was bipolar. We've all been on that roller coaster. Our digestive system is so much a part of every other function that takes place in our bodies and when it is out of balance, everything else is as well.

Anyway, on to dinner. I haven't fixed it yet, I wasn't sure I was going to but I'm starting to get a bit hungry. On the menu tonight is chicken soup. I have some chicken thighs with skin and bones on. I will sautee it a bit, then add some filtered water, a turnip in place of potato, carrots, rainbow chard, pink himalayan salt, fresh basil, cilantro, rosemary, and oregano. While I'm in there, if I see anything else that sounds good, I'll toss that in too. Pictures will be forthcoming . . .

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I tossed in a small zucchini as well.

Day Five - Part One

At bedtime last night, I had a tickle in my throat and couldn't stop coughing. It had kind of built up all evening, and while I felt like I was trying to clear some mucous, it just wouldn't come up, plus my sinus kept draining down my throat adding to the problem. It got pretty late, it was after midnight, and I still wasn't able to lie down, or even to sleep sitting up, because it just wouldn't stop. Finally, I gave in and took a Mucinex. I also took a hit of my rescue inhaler to see if that would open up my lungs. Then I made a cup of Breathe Deep from the Yogi Tea Company, and added some honey. The ingredients in the tea are Eucalyptus leaf, Thyme leaf, Licorice Root, Tulsi Leaf, Ginger Root, Cinnamon Bark, Elecampane Root, Peppermint Leaf, Cardamom Seed, Mullein Leaf -- all organically sourced. The Cardamom is the only thing I really questioned, but figured the coughing was worse than the tiny bit of cardamom in the tea. However, by the time the tea was ready, the coughing had calmed (the inhaler helped a lot), and I fell asleep with the tea sitting on the nightstand.

I woke up this morning with the tickle back, and I sat up and drank the tea (I actually like the taste better cold). I didn't stop to consider the fact that it had sat there building histamines all night. DOH! It calmed the coughing, but by the time I got to work, my right arm was itching like crazy (yes, just my right arm) plus I'm a little bit bloated (NOTHING like just last week though). I didn't feel like having breakfast at all. I considered the Meclizine, but I was busy at work and by the time I was able to stop to get it, I figured I had put up with it this long, I would just tough it out.

It finally calmed down after I had lunch -- I think it was the tumeric in the chicken that helped. But the coughing came back. I'm risking another cup of tea -- but this time I'm drinking it fresh. The vertigo is really bad today and my eyes have been super blurry all day, but I don't know if that's a reaction or if I'm fighting a virus. I don't have to work my second job today, so I'm going home in a few minutes to take a nap. I'll write more after dinner.

Monday, January 5, 2015

Day Four

Today was a challenge -- actually a series of challenges. 
This morning the day started well. The itch was very mild after my shower. That's when it's always at its worst, and today it was completely bearable. A few little prickles here and there, but nothing really bad. On a scale of 0 - 10, with 0 being not at all and 10 being sit and sob, it was about a 3. There was a bit of vertigo, but I haven't taken any Meclizine since I started the diet, other than the half a tablet yesterday. I've decided to not take any meds at all if possible, except my Levothyroxine during the diet, When I start re-introductions, I don't want any symptoms to be masked by the meds. If I have a really bad episode, I will take them, but if it's bearable, I'll live with it. 

As I was driving to work, I faced my first temptation. On the way to work, there are two routes I can take. On one route, I drive past my favorite coffee shop, A Perfect Cup. They offer almond milk and their coffee is so yummy. I also have a filled stamp card, meaning my coffee would have been free. I always have coffee on weekday mornings to start my day. I argued with myself, trying to justify it, but ultimately, I took the other route. 

I got to work, I had my honeydew melon with cucumber and mint for breakfast. It was awesome, however, I'm finding I'm burning through my food very quickly. It was a long wait til lunch, and lunch was a too-small portion. I have to remember to pack bigger portions as well as safe snacks. 

Then, this afternoon, as I was seriously craving something sweet, someone very kindly brought me a plate of chocolate chip cookies to say "Happy New Year". I didn't want to be rude, so I said thank you and accepted them. It was really really hard not to taste them, but in the end, I gave them all away. 

On the way from my first job to my second job, I drive past Dutch Bros., my other favorite coffee place. This one offers almond and coconut milk alternatives. Another argument with myself. I might have given in, except I realized that it's not so much the coconut milk (with all its additives), or even the coffee, the real problem is all the sugar. I don't drink just coffee with creamer, I like the blended drinks -- which are basically milk shakes with coffee. Once again, I kept driving. 

After work, I picked up my boyfriend at our favorite Kava bar. I searched the menu three separate times, but nothing was safe. Then on the way home, I stopped at Blaze to let him pick up a pizza since he isn't on the diet with me. I ran into the grocery to pick up some things for my dinner. I did fine walking through the store, but standing in line was a minefield. All that candy that I haven't looked at twice in forever, suddenly seemed irresistible. But . . . at last I made it home and fixed dinner:


Oh my god, yes! This was totally yummy and I am so full right now.  Here is what is in it: 

1 small sweet potato
2 carrots
coconut oil
1 bunch red kale
2 chicken breasts
sea salt
pinch tumeric
1 inch fresh ginger, chopped
1/8 c coconut aminos
2 yellow squash
Chopped cilantro to taste


Chop, peel, and sautee the sweet potato and carrots in the coconut oil until it starts to get tender. Chop the kale and add. Sautee a few more minutes and chop and add the chicken breasts. Add the salt, tumeric, ginger, and coconut aminos. When the chicken is mostly cooked, add the squash and the cilantro. Continue cooking until the squash is tender. 

This recipe actually makes about three or four good sized servings. My boyfriend is eyeing it -- he'll probably get into it for a snack later, and I put aside a good size portion for my lunch tomorrow. 

I didn't take my HCL with dinner to test it out, but I am feeling a little bit of pain in my right side. We'll see 

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Day Three - Part Two

Back on Track
I had a nice nap, and woke up starving. The bloating has gone down again, the itching has stopped. I'm still a little stuffy, but way better than I was. Dinner tonight was baked chicken strips with Italian seasoning and just a tiny pinch of tumeric, collard greens sauteed in coconut oil and coconut aminos, and baby carrots simmered in maple syrup and ginger. It was all really yummy.

This evening I noticed my energy level is awesome. For the longest time, after dinner I would be parked on the couch until bedtime. Then I would drag myself in the kitchen to force myself to do the dishes before bed. This evening, as soon as I finished dinner, I did the dishes, cleaned out the fridge, and did some other cleanup that I've been putting off for a while. I also packed away some left overs for lunch tomorrow and sliced up some honeydew melon with mint for breakfast. Feeling great!

Day Three - Part One

I woke up this morning to a couple of realizations. First, I didn't take any Meclizine or Histame at all yesterday, and only half of my usual dose of HCL. Second, in spite of this, I didn't suffer my usual bout of bedtime itching last night. I did have a really stuffy nose, but I think that is probably just rebound from stopping the antihistamines.

Unfortunately, I had a bit of a setback. I had a class I was going to -- "Raw Food on a Budget" -- and I woke up a little late. I'm not planning to go all raw, but would like to incorporate some raw foods into my diet. The class was taking place at a local health food restaurant and I thought for sure there would be something I could grab to eat there. Nope. They use a ton of nuts, nut milk, avocado, spinach, tomato, strawberry, and banana in everything. Normally I would request something custom made, but the place was PACKED, and I didn't want to be a bother. I ordered a smoothie with green tea, cashew milk, and agave. I did ask that they substitute honey for the agave, but the green tea and cashew milk are both high histamine. I barely drank half of it before my face closed up and my eyes started burning. I immediately took a Histame and half a Meclizine and threw away more than half of a $6 smoothie, but the damage was done. That was three hours ago and I'm still suffering.

One good thing that came from it, as I sat there feeling my stomach bloat up, I realized that the hollow feeling I've had the last couple of days was the complete lack of bloat. It's been so much a part of my 'normal' for so long that when the bloat went away it made me feel hollow.

I came home and made lunch -- a beef patty (cooked from frozen), over a bed of greens. I used the last of my fresh blackberries to make a reduction with coconut oil and rosemary (I've been eating a ton of rosemary -- it's an anti-inflammatory, and has a lot of digestive benefits). I also finished the butternut squash from last night. I probably shouldn't have done the ground beef when I was already in the middle of a reaction -- I don't know if the itching and indigestion I'm feeling is from that or from the smoothie.

Lesson learned: make meal decisions BEFORE I get hungry. I don't make good choices when I'm hungry. Oh well, it's a process, right? I will post more after dinner -- hopefully I'll feel better by then.


Saturday, January 3, 2015

Day Two

Day two Dinner:
Pork chops sauteed in coconut oil and seasoned with dill, roasted butternut squash, and broccoli rabe. I admit to a bit of a cheat with the broccoli rabe -- some lists say it's ok when it's young, just not when matured, some say none at all. As soon as I ate it, I felt a little bit of pain, so I probably will leave it out the rest of the elimination period.

I admit that I'm missing grains a lot. I think they are definitely a comfort food for me. My tummy feels hollow without them. I interpret that as being withdrawal which means it's good that I'm not eating them.

I'm also supplementing with Great Lakes Gelatin in blueberry juice. I seem to be tolerating it well. There are a lot of benefits to using this, It's good for skin, hair, nails, muscle, cartilage, ligaments, and blood cell growth. It's supposed to be especially healing for the digestive tract, and I can already see it helps with regularity. It's important to use the Great Lakes brand and not Knox or whatever else you may find at the grocery store as it is made with a different process and the grocery store brands aren't pure gelatin. I was a bit disappointed in that I had planned to make gummi candies with it to use as my treats, however, it doesn't set like jello. It thickened the juice, but it doesn't get hard. No matter, it still tastes good. Read more about the benefits of gelatin here.

I have stopped taking the Histame with my meals -- since I'm eating low histamine, I don't really worry about it. I also haven't taken any Meclizine today at all, though I have thought about it a couple of times. And instead of taking two HCL with my meals, I'm only taking one. My plan is to stop completely about halfway through if possible. I don't want the pills to mask any symptoms once I start the reintroduction phase.

Day One

This was dinner on the first night. Steak salad topped with blackberries simmered with rosemary and a side of baked acorn squash with maple syrup. The salad included mixed greens, cucumber, and pomegrante arils.

Brunch today was yellow chard simmered with coconut aminos, the last of the acorn squash from last night, and a pork chop sauteed in coconut oil.

Both meals were very tasty and filling, but I'm definitely feeling the lack of grains.

My Background Story

I'm currently dealing with Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS), Hashimoto's, and Histamine Intolerance (HIT). After more than ten years of making the rounds to various doctors and countless hours of internet research and trying various protocols to no avail, I'm on a journey back to health. To that end, I've started an elimination and provocation diet. I need to keep a diet journal, and have decided to share it here for anyone who may be on a similar path. But first, some background on what led me here.

In 2004, in the midst of an extremely stressful period in my life, I started noticing a burning itchy feeling in my arms and legs after I showered. It didn't happen every time, sometimes it was mild and brief, a few times it was so severe and so prolonged that all I could do was sit and sob. It was very painful, and not knowing what caused it made it more frustrating, because there was no way to avoid it. I changed shampoos and body wash, changed laundry detergent, put a filter on the shower, all to no avail. It made no difference.

The next year, I randomly had a reaction to soy. I had been mostly vegetarian for 15 years in the 80's and 90's and had eaten a ton of soy with no problem. Then one day in '05 I ate some soy ice cream and immediately turned bright red and started itching. Around that same time, I was having trouble with extreme fatigue. When my sister told me she had been diagnosed with low thyroid, I asked my doctor to test me. The test came back positive for Hashimoto's, and the doctor put me on a t4 supplement, but didn't discuss any other options or give me any information about the disease at all. The first couple of weeks on t4 I felt FABULOUS, a feeling that slowly faded as symptoms came back. Unfortunately, my doctor only treated the labs, and the numbers said everything was fine. The symptoms didn't count.

I limped along for a few years, adjusting my dosage every 3 months or so. I started at 50mcg, by 2008, I was taking 175mcg and had gained a ton of weight (I was at 239 at my heaviest). Then, in February 2009, my appendix ruptured. In the course of treating that, the doctor found a very large ovarian cyst on my right ovary, and found that my A1c was 7.9. I was given the dual diagnoses of Polycystic ovarian syndrome and diabetic, I was put on hormones for the PCOS and on Metformin for the diabetes.

I focused first on the diabetes. I completely overhauled my diet. When I read that diabetes doubles your risk of Alzheimer's, I decided on a deep cellular level that I was going to fix this. After thorough research, I limited my carb intake to 45 grams per meal, 3x a day, plus one snack of 10 -15 grams. I made sure they were healthy carbs, focusing on whole grains and fresh veggies. I also began the practice of taking a 20 minute walk after dinner. Within a week of making these changes, I began having low sugar episodes. I went back to the doctor and told him I didn't want to take the Metformin, that I wanted to fix this myself. He gave me 3 months to try it. After those 3 months, my A1c was 6.3. Three months after that, it was 5.9, and it's been in the normal range ever since. I've never gone back on the meds, and my doctor has removed the diabetes diagnosis from my file. As a happy side effect, I also lost 50 lbs.

I didn't have as much luck with the PCOS. Despite the hormone therapy, the cyst kept growing. By September of 2010, I had surgery to remove it along with the ovary and fallopian tube on that side. The cyst weighed 5lbs and was the size of a large grapefruit. On the upside, after it was removed, I was able to stop taking the hormones and back the t4 down to 112mcg.

Throughout all of this this, the itch continued to get worse. By this point, it had progressed from happening only after a shower, to happening after ANY exposure to water, no matter how minor, including my own sweat. It also happened after eating --sulfites/sulfates, nitrites/nitrates, vinegar, eggs, & yogurt were the worst, but I seemed to be reacting to everything. To make it even more frustrating, I didn't react to these foods every time I ate them, just sometimes. The list of things I reacted to seemed to grow every day, and there were times when the itching just occurred randomly and didn't seem to be connected to anything at all. I feared at times that this torture would start one day and just never stop. I went through allergy testing and only found the soy allergy, which I was already avoiding, and tuna, which I rarely ate anyway. I subsequently eliminated gluten, and later dairy, from my diet, but while it did help with some of the IBS type symptoms, it didn't affect the itching at all.

There were other symptoms too. A glass of really good kombucha gave me the worst asthma attack I've ever had and chicken with lime and avocado gave me a terrible bout of veritgo, both of which landed me in the ER. They gave me an anti-histamine, Meclizine, to treat the vertigo, and for the first time, I found something that stopped the itching as well. This led me to research histamines and to info about histamine intolerance and from there to MCAS. Finally, here was something that explained the random reactions, the itching, the asthma, and the vertigo.

Then came the heartburn. I started having horrible heartburn every day, no matter what I ate. I carried a bottle of Tums with me at all times. I figured it was just calcium carbonate, most women can use extra calcium, right? Unfortunately, neutralizing my stomach acid meant I couldn't digest my food properly. It would just sit in my stomach and turn sour, I was leaking sulphur at both ends (sorry for tmi), and it was interfering with my ability to work because I couldn't stray far from the bathroom. I found myself back in the ER, and after an abdominal ultrasound, I was diagnosed with a gallbladder packed with stones.

While waiting to see the surgeon, I researched gallstones, possible causes, and possible treatments, and learned that my antacid use had more than likely contributed to the issue. This is what I learned:

  1. Digestion starts in the mouth. As we get older, we tend to have more dental work (I do), which allows bad bacteria places to hide and thrive. As we eat, this bacteria, as well as the bacteria in our food, is swallowed.
  2. As we get older, we also tend to produce less stomach acid. If the problem was really too much stomach acid, it would be teens and twenty-somethings who have chronic indigestion which would resolve as we move into middle age, not the other way around. Because our stomach acid levels are low, the bad bacteria that we swallow is not killed off effectively, nor is our food digested properly.
  3. This causes the chyme moving out of the stomach to be at the wrong Ph to trigger the release of digestive enzymes. This means that now the bad bacteria grows and thrives in our small intestines causing SIBO, leaky gut and host of other symptoms like IBS and heartburn. Since the digestive enzymes are not released properly, we get things like Histamine Intolerance, lactose intolerance, gluten intolerance, etc. 
  4. Leaky gut allows the partially digested proteins into the bloodstream. The immune system sees these as invaders and creates antibodies to attack them. This creates food allergies. AND because these proteins are similar in structure to our own tissues, the antibodies created can then start attacking our tissue creating autoimmune disorders (in my case, Hashimoto's).
All of this leads to the conclusion that the problem stems from too little stomach acid. However, every doctor that I saw -- the ER doctor, the surgeon, the GI doctor, even my general practitioner -- wanted to give me omeprazole, a proton pump inhibitor to reduce stomach acid, in spite of the fact that an endoscope showed NO evidence of GERD or reflux damage. Because of my research, I decided instead to try supplementing with HCL and pepsin to INCREASE my stomach acid and Histame, a diamine oxidase supplement, to degrade the histamines in my food. It worked amazingly.

Based on this, I have now decided to begin a comprehensive elimination/provocation diet. I'm combining Whole30, AIP, low fodmaps, and low histamine. I will do six weeks on the protocol before reintroducing items one every five days. This blog will reflect my journey as I go through this process. Here is what I'm allowed for the next six weeks:

  • Meats: Any unprocessed, unaged, 100% grassfed, pastured, organic.
  • Seafood: Only fish that has been frozen at sea, unless you're at the coast and can buy directly from the boat. Avoid shellfish
  • Veggies: Squash (any), Leafy greens (excluding spinach), Root veggies (excluding onions, garlic, and white potatoes), Bok choy, Cucumber. Avoid all nightshades, allium, brassicas, and cruciferous veggies, beans & legumes.
  • Fruit: Berries (excluding strawberries), Melon (excluding watermelon), grapes, starfruit, pomegrantes
  • Fats: Olives (including olive oil), coconut (including coconut oil and coconut butter). Avoid all nuts (including nut oils and nut butters), seeds (including seed oils), and avocado (including avocado oil).
  • Seasonings: Green herbs, Ginger, Tumeric, Sea salt. Avoid spices from seeds, nuts, and nightshades.
  • Sweeteners: Pure maple syrup, Pure honey, Juice from any approved fruits. 
That's it. If it is not on the list, it's assumed that it not on the plate. It should be an interesting ride.